thoughts!

these days I tend to walk away from people.
I mean I wanna be with Them.
but when I am with them, I feel alone and then again I feel myself drifting away.

I love to talk, every1 knows.
you all know,  but now I am afraid to talk
as to when ppl would become angry of me.
and then again I stop talking.

i loved to make friends,  yess...
I mean we were once great buddies,
what happened  to that friendship.
so I stopped making new ones,
knowing we would be strangers again.

I am afraid of getting forgotten
because I have been forgotten several times
people  said you should get used to
but who's there to explain, why should I?

i am afraid of getting heart broken again
because this is me, helping others, without any help
with expectations, but none provided.

and here I am
amidst these tears of others
searching for my own little pearl
just dropped from my eye.

drapped in a cloak of joy
wearing the skin of sadness underneath
shivering in the cold of oblivion
with bones of my will.

seems there is no end to it
living a life of exile
melancholic I may seem
yess.. melancholic for a while.

love, a mighty curse!

and then they said
love is a mighty curse

they chose to love
they made us cheer
they felt the glee
now they cannot bear.

and then they said
love is a mighty curse.

they perched of love
like a cuckoo on a tree
they searched for it
like honey to a bee.

they conjured to the god
to live till the last.
but they obliviated of the love
and kept it for the past.

and then they said
love is a mighty curse

they had for what they reaped
love to them was like a trap
so kept it deep down abyss
like a little innocent chap.

and then they said
love is a mighty curse...

love is a mighty curse.... 

hope against all odds

I hope,
the hope is still alive,
for my love, you still thrive.

cajoled by their words you did
never I thought that you would.
shaken all from within I am
carrying  the scar and the wound.

hope for me is still alive
I know you are not that naive.

my love for you is eternal,
till the doom it will last,
but when I think of you parting away
feel broken and aghast.


yet
hope for me is still alive
as I saw the love in your eyes.

I never know whether you would come
I pray to thy god to bless you always.
keep you away from all the troubles.
even if the trouble  is I.

should my hope be still Alive?
knowing that your  love has lost.
or
 should I hope against all odds?
coz its only you, I love the most. 

Just a thought.

It doesn't matter where I live.
I'll be in everyone's heart when I depart.
It doesn't matter what you listen of me.
I'll be known for the work I did.

Many have failed to understand me.
And many will do.
But there are some true ones
That may be a few.

Main aur ghalib!

Ghalib ki galio se guzra tha kabhi.
K ghalib se guftagu hogi.
Ghalib to naa rhe dunia main.
Log hume ghalib kehne lage!

A journey to nowhere

There is nothing that lasts a lifetime,
There are only a few who cares.
Life is a mystery,
A journey to nowhere. 

No one is bound die on his own will,
But is bound to born of others.
To journey all around the globe,
full of hatred and war,  to surrender. 

Nature is mysterious they say,
But isn't the human too.
Talking of peace and brotherhood
But beating till the other is blue.

Mocking at us, as we stand
At the boulevard of cadaver, 
Trying to be guilded, for the
Time to come, forever.

plz come back..

I love you for what you are
And you know that it's true.
Love you like you are my god
And my god leaves me while I'm blue.

I love you the most
While your love for me seems to have lost.
I love you frm deep down my heart.
And you wanna leave me in the abyss.

I still love you
And I dont know why.
You tore me apart
And I can only cry.

The memories, the love, the cries, that hug,
That sweet little kiss on your forehead was must,
The walk where you clutched my hand,
Remembering now, smiling while sad.

These little droplets, does it mean anything to you.
While I cry thinking that you love me too.

it is not I

It is not I who befriend you.
It is my soul that walk besides,
holding your hand in it's.

it is not I who want you.
It is my heart that beats for you,
Celebrating life from the ashes.

It is not I who care for you.
It is my love that makes you feel I care,
Even when I m not around.

The feeling of being together,
You may adore.
But you will always live,
In the heart, my core.

No more dilemma! voting is my constitutional right.

What should an average Indian do?
When all his friends have taken their places with different political parties.
and he is still in a dilemma.

One is with BJP just because of 1  person, Narendera modi ji.
Stating he is the one who can bring change. But what about other members of the same party.
With head down he says nothing.
But modi ji can bring change.
I do blv yes he can.
But can all. No.

Other is with congerss.
Stating that they have done great things to our country and such is the same shown on T. V.
And sonia ji will bring about change.
Rahulji woulb bring about change.
Yes they would.
But what about the cases of corruption put on your ppl.
Whats your stand on that.
Nothing.

Now AAP.
One would say its the only party thats what will be a party of the common.
Is it so.
I know kejariwal is a clean prospective.
He will gain vote and win.
But can he assure us that none of his member would be clean.
No. But we will dismiss the ppl if found guilty. Yes sir you would. But how can you govern when most members are found guilty..


Yes he also can bring the change.
But so do above two.
Whats the difference.

So this time plz.
Dont vote for party.
Party politics sucks
Dont vote for MODI, RAHUL OR KEJARIWAL just to make them the supreme power.
vote for the one who takes a stand at your constituency.
Of listening to you.
And have the guts to work for you.

And if you dont find any.
NOTA.