Who is to be blamed, ITS ME..

I don't blame you for what you did to me,
because it was my fault to bring you in.

You tore my emotions into pieces,
even difficult for the god to join.
but still i don't blame you.

My emotions are worthless to you,
no means of showing that to you,
my heart is a broken mirror,
spreading your shadows all around,
bleeding from every edge.

still i don't blame you,
the person to be blamed is
me, me, and ME....

life and WE

Going after the one who does not care,
and not caring for the 1 who cares about you,
such a sarcastic world it is.

Its really ironical to know that friends are only remembered when you want to enjoy the life,
Its bitter but its true
only the best ones are remembered in times of need,
some call it affection, some call it greed.

the more you want to thrive,
the more you are lost inside,
never looking back wont help you,
neither going forward.

The world has become sarcastic,
and we are mere beginners,
to learn the irony,
the bitter taste of life.

I just don't know WHY..

Plz. tell.. 

Basically I play with words, 

but these days, words are playing with me.

I know what is happening,

but, I just don't know why.

life seems to be happier than before,

but i don't have any interest,

so many are my friends,

but, I don't know the one, whom i can trust.

Every one seems to know the problem,

but pretends to have no knowledge.

I am a bit depressed,

I know whats happening,

but I just don't know WHY?